Originals Ride: Hellions Motorcycle Club (Hellions Ride Book 8) by Chelsea Camaron

Author:Chelsea Camaron [Camaron, Chelsea]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Carolina Dreams Publishing, LLC
Published: 2016-06-26T21:00:00+00:00

Seven Years Later…

Losing It All

“Fuck cancer! Fuck it all!” I roar, throwing the beer bottle at the wall behind the bar and watching the glass shatter.

My wife is at home, painting Delilah’s toenails, while I try to wrap my head around the fact that the treatment failed. My beautiful wife, my strong, vibrant woman, has months left. It isn’t supposed to be like this.

I have spent the last year holding her hand while she has been in pain so bad she can’t move. I have watched her cry as her hair, her beautiful blonde hair, fell out chunk by chunk. I continuously sat in the waiting room of the hospital as she had the surgery to remove her breasts. Her beautiful breasts are no more.

All because of fucking cancer.

Through it all, through every high and every low, Dia has been strong. She has smiled through the pain, laughed during the agony, and pushed through each and every day, only to find out that we are once again losing the battle.

I feel like I’m dying inside. The mere thought of one day, one minute without her by my side is a hell unlike any other.

Send me back to jail, brand me with a hot iron, cut my dick off and shove it up my ass, but God, please don’t take her from me.

A slap on my shoulder has me turning my head.

“Let it out here, brother,” Danza says. “Let the walls have it all. Then take your ass home, and Roundman, you give her every part of you left to give until the very end.”

Blinking, I jump up and head home. I don’t want to waste time. I don’t want to be away from her.

Once our little Doll is fast asleep, I climb into bed beside my wife. Her eyes don’t hide the pain, the fatigue, or the sadness she’s carrying around.

Laying my head on her chest, I listen to the steady thumping of her heartbeat.

“Blaine,” she whispers as she strokes my hair. “Sugar, times a comin’. Doll’s gonna need you.”

With no shame, I let the tears fall. “Can’t do it without you. I’m a man, baby; how can I be what she needs as a girl?”

“You are what she needs because, love, you have always been exactly what I needed when I needed it. Ain’t nobody stronger, more loyal, and more loving than you.”

“You’re wrong.” I hold her tightly, hating feeling her frail body under me yet selfishly needing to hear the thump, thump, thump of her life moving through her body. “You’re the strongest person I know.”

“Blaine, I’m always with you. Eternity, baby, I promise you. I’ll love you for eternity. We have a girl, a beautiful, magical, wonderful little girl, and she’s gonna need you.”

I lift my head and look into her eyes. “I could get lost in the depths of your eyes.”

“We gotta face this. Gotta be prepared.”

Sliding up, I rest my forehead against hers. “I can’t let you go, Claudia. Don’t ask me to let you go.

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